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Chapter 153 Extra Story - Palace Love

Gong Lian has not been a person with her own opinions since she was a child.

Before her parents had an accident, she obeyed her parents in everything, and after her parents had an accident, she obeyed her brother in everything.

She is afraid of making changes, afraid of making choices, and even hates talking to strangers.

So even though she knew that her brother only regarded her as a burden and had to support her because of responsibility, she still didn't want to leave this only family member - not because of family affection, but because she was afraid of living alone in a strange environment.

As long as she finds a good job, her brother will no longer have to work hard for the two of them, and she can also support him...

That's what she thought at the time.

Then everything changed. The beginning of all her nightmares was that rare ten-day holiday for National Day.

My brother said that he would take her on a trip to relax. Although she had doubts in her heart, she didn't think too much about it. She happily took her luggage and got on the train to Nancheng with him.

Later, in the small hotel in Nancheng, she was stunned by ether from behind by her brother, and she fell heavily on the ground.

While in a semi-comatose state, she heard her brother crying and saying sorry, and that there was really nothing he could do, he just wanted to live.

She is not a qualified sister, so she can't notice her brother's pale face, and the dull coughing from time to time covering his mouth; he is not a qualified brother, so he wants to replace his sister with his own medical expenses.

"I've raised you for so long...and spent so much money. Now I just want to get back some of the money I paid. Don't blame me...Gong Lian, don't blame me..."

The only beauty she was proud of became her original sin. When she was chained by that bastard by the bed and endured the humiliation day and night, she hated both her brother and the man, but hated herself even more.

She hated her weakness, hated that she could only cry, hated that she didn't even dare to commit suicide.

She wants to live.

She also wanted to try to escape.

But the man didn't seem to have to do anything, he stayed by her side 24 hours a day, and locked her by the bed when he was sleeping, making it impossible for her to even stand up.

Later, she finally found a chance. After the man unlocked the chain, she knocked him unconscious with a stool. Then she couldn't find the phone after touching him for a long time.As a result, she was stopped by other villagers within two steps of running out, and she was escorted back to the man's house.

It turned out that in order to prevent her from escaping and calling the police, the man said everywhere that she was his distant cousin. After being hurt by other men, she had mental problems. Everyone looked like a rapist.The villagers didn't know they were helping the evildoers, they just thought they were helping a madman go home...

Even if they doubted her identity, anyone would choose what to do between a lonely woman and a village bastard.

The result of that escape was tragic, so tragic that she could no longer afford the courage to escape.

But later she mustered up the courage, not the courage to escape, but the courage to commit suicide.

After she became pregnant.

She didn't want this child to come into this world, so she chose to end herself.

When the blood flowed out bit by bit from the wound, she began to fear again.

She is still so young, but her life is about to end at this moment - if her brother wants to live, doesn't she want to live?

I don't know whether it's luck or sorrow, but she didn't die, and even the child was saved.

Maybe this is fate?

She completely lost hope for everything that came next, and numbly accepted all the gifts of fate, no matter whether those gifts were good or bad.

The name Yaya was given by her.

What the man wanted was a son, so he never looked at her again after giving birth to his daughter.

She looked at the weak baby who couldn't even cry, and burst into tears, both for her own destiny and hers.

Yaya is proof that she was insulted, a life that was not welcomed into this world.Despite everyone's expectations, she survived tenaciously, like a tough sprout, bringing hope of life.

She wanted to run away again, but she couldn't leave Yaya behind.

So she waited, waited for Ya Ya to grow up, waited for them to escape from this cage together...

Unfortunately, because of Yaya, she failed again.

The man almost broke her leg, and said that every time she ran, he tortured Ya Ya.

Both she and Yaya cried for a long time that day, and she completely gave up the idea of ​​running away, but she also became indifferent.

It's all the kid's fault.

When Ya Ya was crying out of fear, and when Ya Ya was beaten together with her, she would feel a kind of self-abuse pleasure. While feeling distressed, she watched coldly the girl who crawled out of her belly and cried. appearance, and then left one after another bruised and purple pinch marks on her body.

She hates Yaya.

But she also loves Yaya.

When he was pregnant with his second child, the man planned to sell Yaya for money.

Does she want her daughter to live a lifetime like herself?

She put on the red dress she had when she came, and found a bag of rat-killing rats from the cabinet, planning to put it in the man's meal.

This time, either he died or she died.

However, before the poison could be thrown in, she was pulled to a strange place.

Her comeuppance had finally come.

There was what she feared most, more than even men.

She died in the game, and her soul seemed to be divided into two parts - one part left everything in the past and stayed in the game, becoming a ghost with an upside-down personality; Before she fell asleep, she told her to go with her two sisters and the police, and then took the poison while the man was not paying attention.

Before she dies, she will drag the man to hell with her own hands.

She succeeded.

She watched the man fall down foaming at the mouth, two lines of hot tears flowed from his eyes, then turned and walked out without hesitation.

——She wanted to hug Yaya one last time and say sorry to her by the way.

A sharp knife pierced her body from behind, her eyes widened, her lips trembled, and she fell slowly unwillingly.

This time she was really about to die, her painful and short life flashed before her eyes like a revolving lantern, and finally she saw Yaya who had just learned to speak, and opened her mouth to call her "Mom".

I'm sorry, and I can't tell her in person again.

The author has something to say: In fact, I didn't want to write all the sufferings that Gong Lian suffered, because I was afraid that after I wrote it, someone would say that I abused for the sake of abuse.

Later, because a little cutie questioned it, I planned to write a Gonglian fanwai in the future, and put it in the group after the full text was finished, but I was afraid that many people would be too lazy to find it, so I could only put it here first .

I habitually follow the perspective of the protagonist, and usually only write what the protagonist sees, which leaves too much blank space for the supporting characters. I will try my best to pay attention to it in the following plots!

In the previous chapter, Yaya has been changed a bit, it is not adopted, so if you haven’t read it, remember to read it again.This extra chapter is from my liver, it is not counted in the normal update, it will be a new chapter in a while.