Chapter 337 Can You Please Not Leave?
Chapter 337 Can You Please Not Leave?
Lu Jingshen didn't say anything, but coughed lightly a few times. When he coughed, his wounds were torn, making his already ugly face even uglier.
Lin Jiaran reached out to press the shortcut key to call a doctor, but a big hand took the opportunity to hold her small hand.
"It's okay, just a little itchy throat."
"I have something to tell you..."
Holding hands, he looked straight at me with gentle eyes, with fear and reluctance in his eyes.
Lin Jiaran sat on the chair beside the bed, and Lu Jingshen held her hand tightly.
"Go ahead."
"I don't want this to become a conflict between us in the future. I'm afraid you'll leave me after you find out..."
Junlang's face turned pale after losing some of its color, his deep eyes were filled with melancholy. His relatives had hurt his lover. His selfish heart didn't want to say it, but his timid heart was afraid that she would find out in the future, and by then it would be too late for him to say anything.
"Unless you do something that violates the principles between husband and wife, I don't think there is anything that can make me quarrel with you to the point of divorce."
"I now completely understand why I have to go to the United States for treatment. It's not to test whether my feelings for you are true. He wants to use my time in the United States to replace my genes and create a child. He knows that I will never agree. In order for me to accept this child, he has a more vicious plan. He wants to use you to make me raise the child in the name of adoption..."
"Do you think that my grandfather forced me to do this? He really didn't force me. I volunteered for the child's matter. Have you ever thought about what would happen if the knife went a little off?"
"You volunteered for the child, but my plan of returning home early and pretending that you gave birth to the child is not feasible. How did the boss discuss with you about how to support the child after it is born?" Lu Jingshen avoided the last sentence. He had thought about the consequences. The old man's plan almost cost her her life. If she died, he would have nothing to say.
"Grandpa said that after the child is born, he should be raised outside first. If I don't have a child for a long time, I will bring him back to the Lu family in the name of adoption."
Lu Jingshen closed his eyes in disappointment, and when he opened them his eyes were red.
"Hasn't the matter of the child been made clear? Besides, you don't have the child now. I naturally won't agree to a child you don't want again. If you are worried about this issue, it's completely unnecessary."
"It's not these problems. Your pregnancy was not an accident at all. It was part of his plan. What I did in the United States was not a sterilization operation, but a cannulation reoperation operation. He bribed the person... He knew it... but he was so vicious..." Lu Jingshen choked up at the last words.
Lin Jiaran was stunned at first and frowned.
Why did Lu Jingshen stab himself with a knife? Was it because of this reason?
"So he's not forcing you to do anything you don't want to do. Is it because of me?"
"He is the one who raised me, he is my grandfather, I can't hurt him..."
"If you can't hurt him, you'll hurt yourself, right? Have you ever thought about the consequences of doing this? Are you kidding me?" As she said this, tears welled up in her eyes.
"If I had been more clear about my attitude at the beginning, perhaps what happened today wouldn't have happened. He hurt you in more than one way. If I didn't insist on being with you, he wouldn't have been able to hurt you..."
The moment Lin Jiaran burst into tears, tears also flowed from the corners of Lu Jingshen's eyes. His hand never relaxed for a moment, fearing that if he let go, he would lose her.
"Everything I have now has nothing to do with the Lu family. I promise that I will never let him or anyone in the Lu family hurt you... Can you please not leave me..."
Lin Jiaran wiped away her tears with one hand. Since Lu Jingshen could do this for her, she had nothing to worry about anymore.
"It's not you who hurt me. As long as you haven't done anything to let me down, I won't leave."
"If I let go, will you leave? Don't lie to me. If you leave, it doesn't mean I will allow you to leave me like this..."
"I don't even have a household registration booklet, where can I go?"
Lu Jingshen then let go of his hand. Lin Jiaran retracted her hand and turned sideways to open the laptop that she had asked Zuo Nai to bring her in advance.
An empty open-air dam above a tall building.
Lu Jingchuan had been waiting here early. This was the place where Luochuan had agreed to meet him, and it was also where they often talked and chatted. Standing here, one could overlook the luxury of Ancheng and the stars dotted around the city.
Luo Chuan showed up on time, but his face didn't have much joy. He was very calm, with loneliness flashing in his eyes.
After getting closer, Lu Jingchuan stopped consciously. This was his way of getting along with Luochuan, to stop at the right time. Except for pretending in front of his brother, they didn't have any intimate behavior otherwise. But even so, he fell in love with such a person, a man at that!
Lu Jingchuan changed his usual trendy brand attire and dressed very formally today, wearing a suit.
"I thought you weren't coming!"
"Have you healed your wound? It's my fault. I offended my brother, so he is causing trouble for you."
"I'm fine, and Mr. Lu didn't do anything to hurt me."
Luo Chuan smiled slightly, and his cold face became a little softer. He walked around Lu Jingchuan and put one hand on the glass guardrail.
"You've changed a lot in a year!" Luo Chuan first glanced at Lu Jingchuan indifferently before speaking.
"People have to grow up, right? If I don't grow up, how can I stand in front of you?"
"I have booked a flight to the United States for tomorrow." Luo Chuan said.
"Are you going to the United States to work or to live there permanently?"
"I will return home."
"Luochuan, I was wrong before. I shouldn't have laughed at you for being gay. I apologize to you. Can you please not leave? I won't laugh at you now. I like you, Luochuan. Really, I don't know why I would fall in love with a man one day. I don't mean to laugh at you. I mean that I like you and don't care whether you are a man or a woman..."
Luo Chuan turned sideways and faced Lu Jingchuan.
"If you get to know me, will you still like me? There's more than just a gender issue between us." Luo Chuan said seriously.
"My brother has agreed to my pursuit of you. He promised himself that he would not stop us in the future."
"I met with you today to make it clear to you that it's impossible for us to be together."
"Why is it impossible?"
"Lu Jingchuan, I hope we don't meet again in the future!" Luo Chuan said in a cold tone, his eyes avoiding Lu Jingchuan behind him.
"You said we won't meet, but that's impossible. You can run as much as you want, I will definitely find you. I must fucking sleep with a man once in my life, and it's you, Luochuan!"
Luochuan left resolutely without even leaving his back.
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