Ming Ke: Everyone at the same time thought I was a poor little thing

Chapter 284 I’m in so much pain…

Zhu Fujingguang felt that Jiang Gu Ling's words were like a hammer falling from the sky, hitting him hard on the head and making him feel heartbroken.

"You, don't remember me?"

Before he could react, his hand had already firmly grasped Fūya Rei's wrist. His hand was trembling and tense. His gentle and tolerant blue eyes were filled with uncontrollable sadness and the calmness of a forced halt.

Finally, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of gray snow, and he asked with difficulty in his hoarse voice: "Don't you remember me?"

How could you not remember me?

we are--

They are each other's half and grew up together as childhood friends.

Zhu Fujing looked at the white snow and felt his eyes stinging and hurting.

Aquavit said that Zero became a test subject.

So is his current amnesia a sequelae of the organizational experiment?

Or did the organization deliberately erase his memory?

Zhu Fujingguang clenched his teeth so tightly that his gums bled.

He couldn't see how much his best friend was hurt in the dark corner, so he could only desperately rush to his side. His best friend did his best to survive in the suffering. When he saw the friend he had been with day and night, he swallowed all the grievances and pain, and tried his best to say only one word that sounded like a complaint and grievance:

'I should know you.'

His memories, bonds, and emotions were stolen.

Fūya Rei choked on a breath of cold air, and his throat became dry and painful.

He looked tired, his golden hair was wet by the melted snow, sticking together in strands, like a bird whose feathers were wet by the rain, even its wings became heavy, and it could no longer fly to its favorite heights.

"sorry."

He didn't know why he made such an inexplicable apology, he just felt that he should apologize.

"I, I'm in so much pain..."

He pressed his chest, his expression confused, his voice vague, and even the tone of his voice when he cried out in pain was filled with struggle and uncertainty.

Drops of scalding tears pounded the snow into several pits. Fūguchi Rei's mind went blank, his face blank, but he kept repeating the words "It hurts so much." as if by instinct.

"I hurt so much..."

"Zero!" Zhu Fu Jingguang's breath was choked. He didn't care about his emotions that were about to explode. There was only poor You Xunran in his eyes and heart.

Zhu Fujingguang hugged his back and pressed his right hand on his chest. His blue, frozen hands trembled even more violently. He asked in panic, "Where does it hurt? Why does it hurt? Are you hurt? I'll take you to the hospital!"

Furiya Ling held him down, met his concerned eyes, and finally couldn't help but choked out, "I don't know, I don't know. I, my heart aches when I see you, like someone shot me in the heart."

From then on, my soul was also shattered.

It really hurts.

Zhu Fu Jingguang's face turned pale, and his stagnant brain barely resumed functioning.

Zero is crying out in pain. Is it because he forgot me?

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Zero, I'm here with you, I'm always here with you!"

He hurriedly reached out to wipe away the tears from his best friend's cheeks, trying to relax himself, and soothed him in a hoarse yet soft voice: "Don't cry..."

His hands were shaking and his heart was aching.

How could his sunny and high-spirited best friend be tortured like this after just three months of not seeing him?

Just by looking at it, he felt the suffocating pain enveloping him, and the drowning-like powerlessness imprisoned his body, pulling him down and down, until he finally drowned in the sea of ​​sorrow.

What about Zero? How painful must he be?

In the wind and snow, the blond young man looked thin and gaunt, his arms, hidden by his pure white dress, hanging limply.

His tears were silent, and it seemed that even he himself was unaware of why his emotions suddenly got out of control.

His face was filled with confusion and bewilderment.

Zhu Fujingguang comforted the lost You Xunran, but he couldn't help sobbing and choked out: "Zero..."

He threw away his umbrella and hugged the man tightly. Beneath the thin magician's dress, there was a cold body temperature and a tingling sensation.

Zero, grew taller and thinner.

The once resolute sunshine has been replaced by brokenness and confusion.

Through the chilled clothes, he tried hard to transfer his warmth to her.

With red eyes, he gently patted the blond young man's back, as if coaxing a child, and said in a gentle voice: "Don't cry..."

But in his wide-open eyes, big tears fell and melted into the ice and snow.

What should I do? What should I do to make you live as freely as before?

What should I do to pull you back from your pain?

Zhu Fujingguang felt a sweet sensation in his throat as he swallowed the blood in his mouth. He used his now much wider arms to hug Jiang Gu Ling tightly, like a steel-forged defense line, firmly isolating him from the danger.

——In the heavy snow of the New Year, we finally met again.

In the coming spring, you looked back in the wind and snow and gave me a dawn.

In the future, when spring flowers are in full bloom, will our renewed fate guide us to see the sea together?

Zhu Fu Jingguang closed his eyes, his eyes were red and tears were still on his face.

He thought sadly, here at the mouth of the Hudson River, we hugged each other, but what was missing was a word: Long time no see.

Instead of: first meeting.

Sorry Zero, I lost you.

Zhu Fujingguang quietly wiped away his tears, gently stroked his friend's wet blond hair, and said guiltily: "I'm late."

I should come to you faster, faster, and faster.

Three months, ninety days and nights, seven hundred and twenty hours, forty-three thousand two hundred minutes...

So long, so despairing.

"I'm late..."

He could only deceive himself by thinking that Zero could still cry and vent his emotions, so it was not too late to make amends.

There is a limit to the pressure a person's heart can bear. If you keep enduring it, it will break.

Ever since he heard the bad news about Zero, he has been worried that he will be like a shaky kite that will break at any time.

Fortunately, it hasn't reached the point of despair.

Silently, Zhu Fujingguang's taut spider web loosened, and the nervousness that could not be hidden in his body also dissipated for the most part.

Fūya Rei's vision was blurry, and his tears soaked Morobushi Jingguang's sweatshirt. However, his purple-gray eyes were full of seriousness, and he subconsciously replied, "I don't blame you."

Even though he couldn't remember anything yet, he insisted, "It's not your fault."

His heart was overflowing with joy, even happier than if he had been free.

But shouldn’t freedom be the most important thing?

The collision between personality and instinct gave Fūya Rei a headache.

He leaned against the man. Although he didn't know his name yet, his intuition told him that this man would never hurt him.