PNB Chapter 301 Not every sorry can be exchanged for a "It's okay"
Chapter 301 Not every sorry can be exchanged for a "It's okay"
Fang Qiuyan ignored Lu Jingsong's gaze.
The pharmaceutical factory will be operational in half a month. Lin Wanshu said that with her current knowledge base, she would have no problem passing the exam.
She will just bear with it for now, and when the time is right, she will leave here.
After making up her mind, Fang Qiuyan calmed down completely.
The kitchen was silent and no one spoke.
As she stir-fried the vegetables in the pot, a sizzling sound could be heard from time to time.
The vegetables were already yellow in the morning, and now they were put back into the pot, they became even yellower.
Fang Qiuyan didn't care and just put it on the plate after it was cooked.
After being hungry for the whole morning, she had no energy left and was too lazy to cook anything else, so she decided to just make do with the meal.
As soon as the dishes were served, Lu Jingsong consciously reached out his hand.
"I'll serve it."
Hearing this, Fang Qiuyan did not argue with him and withdrew her hands to wash the pot.
Fang Qiuyan is used to doing housework and her movements are very skillful.
After washing the pot, I cleaned the stove.
I have to say that the body lotion Lin Wanshu gave me is surprisingly effective.
The arms that had been turned yellow by the sun became white and delicate.
The smooth hands formed a sharp contrast with the gray stove.
And that cold face had a hint of bookishness that was out of place in the kitchen.
If her voice hadn't changed, Lu Jingsong would have suspected that she had been switched.
Holding the plate of "yellow vegetables", Lu Jingsong forced himself to look away after a while.
After putting the dishes on the table, he took the initiative to get the dishes and wash them.
After Fang Qiuyan cleaned up the stove, she took off her apron.
Just as I walked out of the kitchen and was about to call Douhua, I saw the little girl running in from the front door, holding a bunch of small flowers in her hand.
When he saw her, Douhua's eyes suddenly lit up.
"Mom, this is for you. Sister Tingting taught me how to make it."
Douhua held the flowers in her hand high, her little face full of pride.
Looking at the flowers she handed to her, Fang Qiuyan's heart softened.
The irritation caused by Lu Jingsong was also miraculously smoothed out.
"Wow! Douhua has learned how to make a bouquet? It's so beautiful, right? Thank you, mom likes it very much."
Taking the bouquet from the little girl, she smiled gently and contentedly with her eyebrows curved, which formed a sharp contrast with her coldness just now.
This was not the first time Lu Jingsong saw the mother and daughter getting along.
But the impact this time was greater than any previous time.
Looking at the bright smiling face in the sun, Lu Jingsong could clearly hear the "thumping" sound of his heart.
After receiving the flowers, Fang Qiuyan found a cup, poured some water into it, and then solemnly placed the flowers in the cup.
When Douhua saw how much her mother liked the flowers she gave her, her expression became even more proud.
"If you like it, I'll make you another bunch of Douhua next time."
The little guy followed his mother happily and said.
But just as she finished speaking, she suddenly realized that there was someone standing in the kitchen!
When she saw the strange yet familiar figure, she was stunned on the spot.
Douhua eats and sleeps with her mother every day, and then gets up and goes out with her mother.
It can be said that she hasn't seen Lu Jingsong for several months.
Seeing someone for the first time, there was a hint of curiosity and confusion on her little face.
Because Fang Qiuyan deliberately avoided him a while ago, and Lu Jingsong also had a knot in his heart, he acquiesced to her behavior.
When he saw Douhua's tender little face at this moment, his heart was suddenly filled with guilt.
How could he ignore innocent children because of the grudges between adults?
"Douhua, I'm your dad, remember?"
Lu Jingsong squatted down and spoke in a low voice.
I don’t know if it’s because he looks very gentle or if Douhua has become bolder.
Hearing Lu Jingsong's words, she nodded.
"Remember, my dad took me to set off firecrackers."
Douhua had never had such a happy Spring Festival, and she remembered every detail of that day clearly.
Dad not only took her to set off firecrackers, but also took her to play in the army.
Hearing this, Lu Jingsong felt even more guilty.
He is not a qualified husband, nor a qualified father.
That's why I let them hide from me like that.
Fang Qiuyan didn’t know what Lu Jingsong was thinking, and even if she knew, her decision would not change.
Douhua needs fatherly love, but she no longer needs to rely on men.
Anyway, the factory is not far from the staff quarters, and Douhua can come back anytime if she wants to see her father.
While the father and daughter were talking, Fang Qiuyan went to get some food.
She was starving to death. If she didn't eat something, she wouldn't even have the strength to speak.
Seeing that she had gone to get food, Lu Jingsong did not continue chatting with Douhua, but carried her back to the dining table.
After putting her in his seat, he sat down between the mother and daughter.
Fang Qiuyan didn't even raise her eyelids, she picked up the porridge and took a sip.
After drinking the warm porridge, she felt as if she were alive again.
After drinking a few mouthfuls of porridge, Fang Qiuyan picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of green vegetables whose color could no longer be identified.
As soon as the vegetables were put into the mouth, a salty, astringent and bitter taste filled the entire mouth.
Fang Qiuyan frowned slightly, but she said nothing. She just chewed a few bites and swallowed it.
After swallowing it, she picked up the porridge and took a few mouthfuls.
He had never tasted a single bite of the food that Lu Jingsong cooked himself.
However, he did not doubt his skills. Seeing Fang Qiuyan had finished eating, he also picked up a piece with chopsticks and put it in his mouth.
But in the next second, his expression changed! He almost spit out the vegetables in his mouth!
After finally swallowing it, he also gulped down a few mouthfuls of porridge.
Just after finishing his drink, he saw Fang Qiuyan trying to pick up some food, so he quickly stopped her and said, "This is overcooked, don't eat it."
Hearing this, Fang Qiuyan twitched the corners of her lips and said, "It's not like I haven't eaten it before. It's a little salty, but it's just right when eaten with rice soup."
This is how she had always been in the Lu family in the past.
Listening to her calm words, Lu Jingsong suddenly felt the bitter taste in his mouth, as if it spread throughout his body.
He hadn't expected her to have such a hard time.
Because he blamed her for framing him, he never asked about her affairs for all these years.
It's as if if you don't ask her, she won't exist.
But at this moment, seeing her swallowing such a disgusting dish without changing her expression, his heart ached and he felt regretful!
What did he do during those years?
"sorry!"
Lu Jingsong spoke with a difficult voice.
He knew that saying sorry couldn't make up for anything, but apart from apologizing, he didn't know how to repay her for the suffering she had endured.
Fang Qiuyan twitched the corners of her lips.
"Lu Jingsong, not every apology can be exchanged for an "it's okay"."
Hearing this, Lu Jingsong felt even more bitter.
"I know, I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can give me a chance to make it up to you and the child."