sin of nature

Chapter 60: The Thorn in the Heart

Hatred for others, why do you need to kill your father, take your wife, and condemn your offspring?

Bit by bit of unwillingness and ambition, accumulated over time, gradually turned into a knife that could not be removed from the hearts of the people.

Even though he knew it was put into his chest by himself, he was powerless to take it down.

Can't hold it?

As long as that person is still in front of you, the aching cowardice and jealousy in your heart will never stop for a moment.

It is clear that the same creation gods left by the ancient times have no precedence, so why does that person take the lead everywhere?From all over the God Realm, only praise and admiration for that person can be heard.

Those praises sound really harsh, it always seems to be mocking him for being inferior to the other party.

So he put away his gloomy and inarticulate self, and showed his generosity and decency in front of the gods.He made decisions for the trivial things that happened between the gods, and together with that person, he completed the order of the gods bit by bit.

But the gods seem to love that person more, and they can't help but compare the two, saying something behind their backs, compared to that person, he always seems to lack something.

But it doesn't matter, if he can act more... more like that person, maybe he will be more pleasing.

But he didn't.

Everyone still seemed to think that person was better, and would only praise him incidentally when mentioning that person, instead of starting with him.

So the water god who always followed that person, Xiao Ming, looked at that person as if he was the only one in his eyes, even if the person wanted him to die immediately, he would not hesitate.

Why does no one love him so much?

To love him unreservedly, whether he is silent, inarticulate, or cowardly?

He has to pretend to be tolerant and gentle before anyone is willing to forcefully praise him?

So he gave up.

He didn't want to suppress the growing hatred for that person in his heart anymore, and he didn't want to be tormented by jealousy repeatedly and have to bear the blame of his own conscience.

So he let himself hate the man.

Also hated those who loved him.

I hate why only that person is in their eyes.

So when the opportunity came, he no longer hesitated.

He knew that Xiao Ming was looking for Ji Hengyu for that person, so he coerced Ping Cang to lead him to die.

Although it was unsuccessful, it caused the evil beasts from the earth realm to attack the god realm by accident, and the man had to watch his most loyal believer die with his own eyes.Even in the subsequent battle with Qing Liao, the Divine Ax sealed the man and Qing Liao into the boundary together.

He followed suit and sealed 99 layers of seals at the breach of the land boundary, hoping not to see each other again.

As long as there is no him, no one will stir up the darkness in his heart.

Without him, he would be the Lord of the Gods in the hearts of everyone in the God Realm. He became exactly the same as that person before, strong and generous and loving.

More than 1000 years have passed, and people who should have spent eternal life in that sunless world have reappeared.

He seemed to be choked by the shadow of the past, thinking about that person returning to the God Realm all the time, easily replacing everything he had worked so hard to maintain for more than 1000 years.

Therefore, he had no choice but to destroy the other party again, lure that person to appear automatically, and push him to the other side, asking him to take all the responsibilities and cast aside shame for all beings in the God Realm.

After all, it is a cocoon.

After listening to Emperor Kaiyang's narration, the crowd started to make noise again.

An hour ago, the theme was Chongwu, and an hour later it was Kaiyang, which has covered the entire God Realm for more than a thousand years.

"But this happened more than a thousand years ago—" Xiao Ming reached in along the corner of Yao Guang's clothes, took Yao Guang's hand, and looked around at the gods who were watching the excitement, "More than 1000 years ago There are not many old guys here, and I don't know any of these people. Why should we hold on to the old grievances, since everything is clear, let's not get entangled. "

He looked up at the person in front of him, and said softly, "Yao Guang, let's go home—"

Yao Guang looked down at him, with a relieved smile on his lips, "Let's go."

The two walked through the crowd holding hands, Xiao Ming raised one hand, and waved it vigorously a few times to express farewell, leaving everyone behind.

Feng Ying, who had returned to the crowd at some point, stopped him and said, "How dare you just leave like this?"

"Why?" Xiao Ming turned around and glanced at him, "You still want to keep me for dinner?"

With the situation so far, it has become impossible to decide whether to be held accountable or punished. Even Emperor Kaiyang has a role in this matter. It is true that God Realm has no position.

Feng Ying didn't answer the words with a guilty conscience, and could only watch the two leave helplessly.

Huan Li watched Xiao Ming and Xiao Ming leave, and was about to leave, so he turned around and asked Jin Buhuan, "Are you going back together?"

The latter shook his head, looked at the ground, and said slowly, "Go, I want to stay."

"What?" Huan Li looked at the current situation in the God Realm, and didn't want Jin Buhuan to get involved.

Jin Buhuan didn't even look up, stretched out his hand and pushed him a few times, and urged, "Go quickly—" There was a crying tone in his tone.

"But--"

"There's nothing wrong with it, you go quickly." Jin Buhuan kept pushing Huang Li away.

Seeing his resolute attitude, Huang Li stopped urging him and followed the direction of Yao Guang and Xiao Ming in front of him.

After walking a few steps, he heard Jin Buhuan's hysterical voice behind him, which he had never heard before, and it was directed at the crowd of onlookers who hadn't dispersed yet.

"Shut up all of you—"

"What did you just say?! Do you believe I tore your mouth?"

Just as Huang Li was about to stop and want to go back to have a look, he heard Xiao Ming's voice coming from beside him, "Lord Huan Shui won't leave Dijun at such a time, so go back and wait for him."

"Lord Huanshui grew up with Dijun, just like you grew up with him. At this time, he will definitely stay by his side."

Huan Li was very disappointed, but still nodded, turned around and followed Xiao Ming.

He said cautiously, "I just saw Master Huanshui's expression, he didn't seem surprised at all, but he seemed to know something a long time ago."

"Yeah——" Xiao Ming nodded and said, "He probably knows some of what the emperor did, but he couldn't stop it, and he couldn't tell me clearly, so he followed me all the time, so as to help me at critical times. "

"That time he was wronged to kill Erwen, and someone blamed him, and he didn't pursue it any further. I'm afraid he also guessed that the truth behind it was that the emperor wanted to draw Yao Guang from the gods."

"Master Huanshui is careless, but he is more careful than anyone else in private. Sandwiched between me and Dijun, he has already helped me in his own way."

Huan Li nodded in understanding, and suddenly he was puzzled, "What the emperor wants to deal with is Lord Yao Guang, why does he always have to make trouble with him and the people around him?"

Xiao Ming laughed, turned his head to look at Yao Guang who had been listening to the two talking, and asked, "You don't even know this?"

"What?" Huan Li frowned, puzzled.

"Can't you see it?" Xiao Ming raised the hand that he shook with Yao Guang to show him, "Because he likes me, how can he ignore me if something happened to me?"

"???"

After finishing speaking, regardless of the shock on Huang Li's face, he waved at the other party and sent the other party to go first, "Yao Guang and I are going on a date, you should go home first, and make some food by the way, we will eat together when we come back later dinner."

Huan Li rolled his eyes, obviously dissatisfied with Xiao Ming's arrangement, "Your Excellency, you are happy and happy, why don't you want to go back to the medical center to solve the illnesses for the citizens?"

Xiao Ming pushed Huang Li's shoulders a few times, and urged, "I'll solve my own problems first - let's go."

Huan Li reluctantly left the two of them, and murmured dissatisfiedly, "He let me go, and you let me go, what's the matter......"

On the other side, Xiao Ming dragged Yao Guang to leave the God Realm before rushing to the former Chongwu residence, which had been kept intact.

They walked quietly into the porch, walking slowly and casually.

Although facing Huang Li just now, Xiao Ming was able to say those words he liked without changing his face, but when facing Yao Guang, the kind of mouse that met the cat with ease and instinctively slipped away.

But the two finally reunited after thousands of years, and finally figured out everything. Facing each other who likes each other, how can they be cowardly at this time?

He hasn't formally expressed his feelings to Yao Guang yet.

Thinking of this, Xiao Ming took a deep breath, and then said to Yao Guang as calmly as possible, "Since you left, I have always wanted to come back here again. I have returned to the God Realm twice, but I dare not come here."

Yao Guang looked at him sideways, his eyes were gentle enough to melt him away instantly, he nodded and asked again, "What's the matter?"

Xiao Ming said sincerely, "I will be very sad if I don't see you here." There seemed to be tears in his eyes that were about to overflow.

Yao Guang's heart seemed to be pulled by someone, he reached out to touch Xiao Ming's cheek, and touched the corners of his eyes with his fingers.

Xiao Ming pressed his cheek against the warm palm of the other party, and asked with a bit of complaint, "You knew it was me early on, why didn't you tell me - if there is nothing just now, are you planning to keep it from me for the rest of your life? "

Yao Guang was startled, and nodded, "Yes. I thought... I thought you resented me."

"?" Xiao Ming frowned suspiciously, "What do you hate?"

"I can't protect the God Realm, but I have to sacrifice you to..."

"What are you talking about—" Xiao Ming directly covered his mouth with his hand, very dissatisfied with his statement.Xiao Ming leaned closer, and the two of them met nose to nose, "I have always done everything willingly, I don't like to spread rain, but if it is for the sake of adults, I even hope that every drop of rain that falls on adults will be caused by me." Yes. I have never thought of sacrificing myself for the sake of the majority, I just don’t want to see you in trouble.”

As soon as the words fell, he let go of the hand covering Yao Guang's mouth, "baji" kissed him, felt a little shy again, took a step back, and touched his neck unnaturally, "Just— —What did you say...it’s only me, so it should count—”

Yao Guang's black eyes turned light brown visibly, he stretched out his hand to wrap around Xiao Ming's waist, moved forward, and kissed him.

Xiao Ming also put his hands together, and the two of them stuck together.

It wasn't until Xiao Ming's lips became red and swollen that the two gradually separated. Yao Guang still held Xiao Ming in his arms and pecked at the corner of his mouth twice.

"At that time, I sealed Qing Liao to the boundary with the divine axe, but I was also eaten back. When I woke up, I had already merged with Qing Liao. After I woke up, hundreds of years later, I was In the realm."

Leaning on his shoulder, Xiao Ming asked in a muffled voice, "Then why did you come out?"

Having said this, Yao Guang chuckled lightly, and the vibrations in his body also spread to Xiao Ming.

"I didn't intend to come out again."

"??" Xiao Ming raised his head in astonishment.

"Do you know why you were hit by the axe but survived?"

"Is it related to this problem?"

"Yeah." Yao Guang nodded, "The sacrificial ax not only requires the death of the body, but also the dissipation of the soul. At that time, I separated the soul and the soul and squeezed your three souls and seven souls out of your body, and Put your body and soul into the Zhengyuan cauldron. But the soul that was originally in your body unexpectedly reincarnated in the human world."

Xiao Ming understood immediately, "So Li Ran is the reincarnation of that soul?"

Yao Guang nodded, "He was one of them. Later, he was reincarnated as Yao Guang of Qingyue, but he was killed by an adulterer when he was ten years old. That soul, which had not been reincarnated, happened to pass through the boundary and returned to the In my body, I obtained the memories of every reincarnation of this part of the soul, including Li Ran's."

"Well, then what?"

"...There is no more."

"...Why didn't I understand?"

"...Then you don't understand."

"......"

The two of them quarreled together, and Xiao Ming was like a koala, sticking to Yao Guang's body for a moment, and the two walked back like Siamese twins.

Xiao Ming whispered in Yao Guang's ear, "Don't be separated from now on, dispensing medicine in my clinic, it's not considered wronged you, Master Yao Guang."

Yao Guang nodded with a smile and said, "Okay."

He was able to endure the darkness originally, hundreds of years, but it was just a flick of a finger.

Until he saw his light (note).

Note: Emily Dickinson

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