Father is expensive

Chapter 18 018

chapter018 forgive me

He Di's answer made Father He look surprised.

In his impression, He Di has been a very quiet child since he was a baby, so quiet that he has no sense of existence.

Perhaps he was also happy about He Di's birth at the beginning, but all this stopped abruptly when He Di was five years old.

The awakening of He Di's monster lineage brought about his wife's insanity.

Even though he knew it wasn't He Di's fault, He Di was indeed the one who committed suicide.

He loves his wife deeply, and this love almost exhausts all his emotions. In his world, all existences that hurt his wife are enemies.

Even if the person who hurt his wife was his child.

So from that day on, in He Di's mind, the label of "monster" jumped up, accumulating black words such as "scourge", "catastrophe" and "misfortune", and tightly bound the label "son". squeezed under the abyss.

Sometimes Father He himself would forget that He Di was his son.

As for his father's indifference and his mother's unstable rejection and love, the young He Di could only accept it completely. For him, everything his parents did was not "right or wrong", but "truth" and "should be taken for granted". destiny".

But children grow up.

Ten years later, physical pain prompted He Di to learn to "rebel".

The first rebellion was five days ago - he took off his clothes because it was too uncomfortable.

However, he did not expect to be bumped into by his mother again.Unlike when he was five years old and only exposed one hand, this time his fully exposed monster form completely broke his mother.

Afterwards, there was a riot. Amidst his father's angry scolding and his mother's screaming in pain, He Di rebelled for the second time—running away from home.

Then, now for the third time.

However, unlike the previous two unintentional and evasive actions, this time he needs to face his father directly—the god-like majestic, cold, and uncompromising father who has haunted his heart since he was a child.

"I don't want to go back."

He Di was still scared, he didn't raise his head when he spoke, but he repeated it again, expressing his thoughts clearly.

Hearing this answer again, Father He's face turned from surprise to ugly.

"You don't want to go back."

Father He looked at He Di's bowed head and asked him, "Then do you want to see your mother sad?"

This question made He Di tremble suddenly, and the memories of the past flooded him like a tsunami.

"You don't have to go to school, I will find you a tutor, so that your mother can find you when she wakes up."

"It's you who caused her to be like this!"

"She's sick because of you!"

"She loves you so much, how can you make her sad?"

Yes, his mom loves him - when she's sober.

This love is also He Di's only light in these years.

But, but...

He Di took a deep breath, clenched his palms, slowly but firmly raised his lowered head, and looked at his father whom he hadn't dared to face for a long, long time.

The moment the eyes met, He Di's eyes were actually out of focus, but he insisted on not moving his eyes away.

"this is not right."

After the first sentence was uttered, the following words seemed less difficult, "I don't want my mother to be sad, but I also don't want to make her sick again. She will get sick when she sees me, so I won't go back."

Father He said coldly: "If she doesn't see you, you will get sicker."

He Di shook his head: "No, what she wants to see is my clothes, not me."

Father He was startled, as if he didn't expect He Di to say such a thing.

He Di's voice was a little choked up, "I know Mom doesn't like my monster look, so Dad, you want me to wear this kind of clothes all the time. But, I'm a monster."

As he spoke, He Di stretched out his left hand, and tore off the Band-Aid on his wrist, exposing the damaged piece of skin.

The wound on the skin expanded a bit, the edges were corroded by black, and the black mist rolling inside was more conspicuous.

He Di raised his hand to show his father.

"Dad, look, I'm a monster, and this is what I really look like. But you and Mom don't like me like this-but this is me, this is me. Why don't you want to see the real And me?"

The voice of He Di's last sentence was exceptionally loud, tears slipped from his eyes in an instant, but He Di didn't seem to notice it.

Su Bai at the side looked at him, and suddenly noticed something, and glanced towards the office door—the door that was originally closed was now opened with a gap.

From the gap, Su Bai saw the reflection of silk.

If I remember correctly, it was the color of the skirt that He Di's mother was wearing today.

"So what?"

At this time, Father He suddenly interrupted He Di's words, and scolded forcefully, "She is your mother, the one who gave birth to you, and her illness is also because of you. Don't just wear a few clothes, there are more things. You should do it for her too!"

"No, that's not the case."

He Di shook his head with tears streaming down his face, "Mom would apologize to me when she wasn't sick. She said she wanted me to be healthy and happy. So she actually didn't want me to wear these clothes all the time. , it’s just because she gets sick seeing the real me, so there’s nothing she can do about it. She—”

"Then take it off and try!"

Father He interrupted He Di angrily, and sneered, "Do you know how the outside world treats monsters? You want to take off your clothes, but you should take them off and walk around the street to see what happens." !"

He Di shrank his shoulders frightened by Father He's sudden outburst of anger, but he didn't flinch.

He Di clenched his teeth, breathed quickly, and uttered his loudest voice with a crying voice: "So I won't go back! I can take off my clothes in the overlapping area, and mom won't see the real me, so just I won't be sick anymore. I'll take off my clothes here and live the life my mother wants me to have, and that's what my mother wants!"

"Ha, you live here, how do you live?"

Father He seemed to be looking at an unreasonable child, and asked, "Do you have the ability to live on your own? Do you have money? Do you have a valid ID? Or do you want someone to adopt you?"

He Di was speechless at the question, tears rolled down like broken beads and landed on the ground, but a faint gray came out.

The wound on his wrist also released a black mist, thicker than before.

"me……"

He Di was tongue-tied and unable to answer—these questions were beyond the scope of his thinking, and he hadn't even thought about them yet.

And as He Di's emotions fluctuated, black liquid like ink soaked out of the wound on his wrist.A faint earthy smell permeated the room.

Gu Xingzhou glanced at He Di's wrist, frowned, and stretched out his hand to stop Su Bai behind him.

Su Bai was taken aback for a moment—in his memory, it had been a long time since he was protected by anyone.

"enough!"

At this moment, the door of the office was pushed open, and He Di's mother and Chang Shan came in from outside - Chang Shan was guarding He's mother before.

He Mu's expression was confused, but she still remained calm.

She looked much more normal, completely different from the delicate and ignorant temperament when she first came here.

"Mother."

Seeing He's mother like this, He Di suddenly came back to his senses. He hid his damaged wrist behind his back, and said to He's mother, "Mom, don't look, you will get sick."

These words were like turning on the switch of He Mu's lacrimal gland, and she burst into tears.

A piece of black slipped from her eyes, and was carried by tears on her cheeks, and He Mu's originally black eyes had turned green at this time.

Su Bai was a little surprised: "Is that also a disguise? Put it in the eyes?"

Gu Xingzhou stood with half of his body in front of Su Bai, and he didn't reply when he heard the words: "Color contact lenses, it's a disguise."

On the other end, Mother He wiped off the colored contact lenses stuck to her face, and looked at the small black circles, her tears became more violent, and her body trembled violently at the same time.

The black monster, the overwhelming stench, the blood of parents, and the green like will-o'-the-wisp.

The disturbed images in the depths of memory flashed before his eyes, and He Mu's face instantly turned pale.

"Yuanyuan!"

Father He ran over and hugged Mother He, and hurriedly comforted him, "It's okay, just take the medicine and you'll be fine. Just wait for me to get you the medicine."

Mother He held Father He's sleeve tightly, looked over Father He's shoulder, and saw He Di behind Father He.

The tears on He Di's face were still wet, and panic and fear were written on that immature face.

It was her son's face, not her son's face.

For so many years, she had been in a daze, and after hearing He Di's true heart today, all the pretense of peace and tranquility collapsed.

"Enough. Enough."

The chaos in her mind continued, but she maintained her sanity this time.

Mother He pushed Father He away, then staggered to He Di, then suddenly fell down with a "plop" and knelt in front of He Di.

"mom!"

He Di quickly stretched out his hand to help, the skin-damaged wrist supported He Mu's arm, and black marks had already covered He Di's left hand.

Mother He didn't get up, she lowered her head and didn't look at He Di's face, but stared closely at the black spots on He Di's wrist, looking at everything she least wanted to recall and face.

"sorry."

He Mu's tears rolled down in big drops, and the green eyes washed by the tears were like beautiful gems that had just been polished.

"I'm sorry, Dee."

"Forgive me, forgive mother."

"It's all mother's fault."

He Di was too dazed to react, but subconsciously comforted him: "It's not Mom's fault, Mom, you're just sick. Mom, don't cry, just take the medicine and you'll be fine."

Mother He cried even more when she heard the words, she shook her head vigorously.

"No, it's all my fault."

"The monster back then was me."

After saying this, Mother He's mental defenses finally collapsed. She suddenly screamed, let go of He Di, fell to the ground and curled up, shouting "Leave" and "Go away", in a state of madness.

Father He had already rushed to get the medicine just now, and now he hurried over, skillfully restrained Mother He who was struggling, and fed her the medicine.

The feeding process was not smooth, and the pills spilled all over the floor.

But the effect of the medicine was very good. Within 2 minutes, He's mother gradually calmed down and fell into a deep sleep.