PNB Chapter 55 Soul Struggle
Chapter 55 Soul Struggle
Yun Yongzhou did not expect this sudden hug.
His shortness of breath was magnified infinitely by the darkness, and it rained down on Yun Yongzhou's heart, making him unable to calm down no matter what.He knew that Wei Huan was only using his own demonic power to suppress the demonic energy in his body, he knew it very well.He could have taken this opportunity to hug him back, but he didn't.
He likes Wei Huan, so give him the most complete respect and freedom.
The strong collision of evil energy in the body gradually subsided, filled with warm light, Wei Huan's consciousness gradually recovered, and he opened his eyes, and saw the looming collarbone of Yun Yongzhou's collar, and he immediately reacted.
How did I hug him?
Wei Huan quickly let go of his arm, backed up like a chick that hit a spring, and then retreated a small half step awkwardly, staggering and almost losing his footing.
"That... I just seemed to..." Wei Huan didn't even dare to lift his head. He didn't know how to explain his behavior. The behavior he did just now was indeed thoughtless, so he hugged him naturally. "...I don't know what's going on, just, I'm in a lot of pain...and then..."
Yun Yongzhou didn't let him continue, but interrupted in a cold voice, "I know."
you do not know.
Wei Huan's subconscious retort startled him.
He laughed to hide the uneasiness in his heart at the moment, and then quickly changed the subject, "Fortunately, I had you, otherwise I might have died in it just now... Oh, by the way, Qinghe is still there, I'll go and see him." After walking a few steps, Wei Huan suddenly felt some pain in his eyes, he stopped, lowered his head and rubbed them with his hands twice.
So sad.
Forget it, let's talk about it first.Just when Wei Huan was about to leave, Yun Yongzhou stopped him, "Wait a minute."
He walked up to Wei Huan, took his hand from rubbing his eyes, held his right cheek in his hand, and wiped his thin eyelid twice with his thumb.
I don't know if it's from his heart, but Wei Huan feels much better.
"Go."
Wei Huan let out a cry, the firewall at the door of the office went out, and Qinghe was digging through something inside, when he noticed someone coming in, he pointed his gun at the door very vigilantly, and put the gun down after seeing the identity of the person clearly, "Are you okay?"
Wei Huan shook his head, "We have to get out of here quickly."
Qinghe collected all the materials, "What happened outside just now? I thought you wouldn't be able to come back."
Wei Huan looked into Qinghe's eyes, "I suspect that their demon puppet plan has actually succeeded."
"What did you say?" Qing He couldn't believe it, "You mean you just saw the puppet."
Yun Yongzhou said, "We have fought, it is indeed a mixture of human and demon, let's talk in a safe place first."
Just when Yun Yongzhou was about to start Yunling to cross the barrier, suddenly a blue light flashed.
A crescent-shaped blade flew towards Yun Yongzhou's wrist, his thoughts reacted faster, and the light blade condensed in an instant, blocking the blade.
"Who?" Everyone quickly became vigilant, Qinghe looked around, and found no suspicious person.
The blocked blade flew out and stuck into the wall, which he could see clearly.
Blue blade.
As soon as Yun Yongzhou took a step, the blade turned into wind and disappeared without a trace.
For a moment, he felt that every pore in his body was trembling, and his first reaction was to turn his head to look at Wei Huan.
Wei Huan was obviously more shocked than him, he didn't even have time to pretend, his pupils were shaking constantly, his hands were clenched into fists, and the muscles on his face tensed unnaturally.
how can that be.
Must be a coincidence.
definitely is……
Suddenly, the glass window of the office was attacked horribly. Countless blue blades flew in and shattered the window glass in an instant. Yun Yongzhou raised his hand and wove a barrier to block them.
But the strength of the blade was astonishingly great, and cracks began to appear in the enchantment. Unknowingly, Qinghe looked at the cracks, "How can it be so strong?"
Wei Huan was about to lose the ability to think rationally, he stepped forward step by step, towards the outside of the barrier, Yun Yongzhou noticed that a light cord stretched out from his wrist and wrapped around Wei Huan's arm, "Wait a minute. "
He looked down at his arm, and tried his best to pull the light cord, but the more he pulled the light cord, the tighter it became.Qinghe quickly realized something was wrong, "What's wrong with you? Wei Heng?"
The name Wei Heng made Wei Huan's nearly collapsed brain clear for a short time.
But the next second felt even more disgusting.
He looked at the blue flying blades that were trying to pierce the barrier with red eyes.
No, it's the wind blade.
It's all sickeningly familiar.This was originally his ability, it was his Jiufeng's Wind Control Art.
There was the sound of wings outside the window.
Wei Huan immediately sensed that his hands condensed the demonic power, and the bracelet on his wrist turned into a sharp cone of light that pierced through the barrier and flew towards the target. Coming out, it turned into a chain in mid-air, entangled the thief in a circle, and entangled him tightly.
He could hear his voice trembling, but he couldn't help it.
"Yun Yongzhou, kill him."
It was the first time that Qinghe saw Wei Heng lose his composure like this. He almost wanted to kill that person directly, but it was obvious that he always had a temperament that left room.He originally tried to see who the hidden killer was, to make Wei Heng so excited, but he was wearing a mask, so he couldn't see the face clearly from too far away.
But this figure...
Just after the light chain entangled that person, all the wind blades attacking the barrier suddenly gathered at one point and pierced in fiercely.
Yun Yongzhou reacted quickly, "Be careful!"
The wind blade stabbed at Wei Huan's hand manipulating the light chain continuously, and just before Yun Yongri released a new light to protect him, the light chain entangled the man and disappeared, and instantly turned into a light shield to resist the attack for Wei Huan, but Feng The blade's attacks were too intensive, and cracks appeared in the light shield in an instant.
This is not possible, Yun Yongzhou created a new barrier to protect Wei Huan and Qinghe, and spread his wings to catch up, "Qinghe, look after him."
That guy was seriously injured by Yun Yongzhou and Wei Huan's light blades. Yun Yongzhou's attack left room, because he felt puzzled in his heart. This person's monster power is much stronger than the two monster puppets just now. He is tall and even behind his back. His wings are all black feathers from the Nine Phoenix Clan.
If he is also a monster like those people...
Yun Yongzhou was afraid of this possibility, he had no way to attack him anyway, he could only surround him with the Golden Crow's fire first, this attack method seemed to make the other party fearful a lot.
He knew that this guy had also been seriously injured. Although the black clothes could not see the wound clearly, the bloody smell on his body was diffused in the air.But the strange thing is that this puppet has no intention of hiding at all, like a machine without any pain.His wind knife is exactly the same as Wei Huan's in the past, even stronger.
After struggling, he still decided to use a large-scale attack in all directions. Thousands of light cones that were sharper than blades were only about to sink into the body of this demon puppet.
He suddenly disappeared.
Yun Yongzhou's eyes darkened.The combination of enchantment creation and traversal has almost reached the level of teleportation.
Behind.
Just when he turned around at the fastest speed, a long and narrow wind knife pierced his chest and sank into his heart.
Yun Yongzhou spat out a mouthful of blood, and the blood dripped on the blade. Soon, the long blue knife turned into wind and disappeared together with the mysterious puppet.
"Eternal day!"
Wei Huan's last thread of rationality was finally broken at this moment, and a tear that had been stored in his reddened eyes fell down, "Yun Yongzhou..."
Yun Yongzhou lowered his head and covered his heart, blood gurgled out, continuously oozing from the gap between his fingers, he adjusted his breathing, and flew back to the window.
Wei Huan supported him, and Qing He stepped forward, "Are you okay?"
Yun Yongzhou did not speak, but silently moved his spirit, and activated the enchantment traversing technique.After a momentary transition, they left the dangerous research institute building and came to a secluded place.
Qinghe looked around, it seemed to be a separate house, and the whole lake could be seen from the window.Wei Huan didn't even realize that this was the hut in the forest that Yun Yongzhou had brought him to before, he anxiously helped Yun Yongzhou to the bed in the bedroom, seeing his chest was still bleeding out, "Why is it healed? no..."
Yun Yongzhou's face was pale, but he was still trying to calm his emotions, "It's ok, but it's slower."
That person's demon power is too strong.
Wei Huan lowered his head and pressed his chest firmly.Qinghe felt that his mood was very wrong, so he said, "I'll go find something to stop the bleeding."
As soon as he left, it became even quieter here.Wei Huan was in a complicated and tormented mood, he tried his best to endure it, pretending to be calm, and when Qinghe came back with the medicine box, he hurriedly took off Yun Yongzhou's blood-soaked shirt and wrapped it up for him. Put on a bandage.Looking at the blood from the side, Qing He felt terrible. If this was a human being, with such a severe stab in the heart, he would have died long ago.
But as powerful as Yun Yongzhou, he still fell into a coma.His eyes were closed, and he looked the same as usual.But Wei Huan didn't dare to face his face.
After treating the wound for him, Wei Huan, who had been hanging his head, looked at his bloody hands without saying a word.
Qinghe tidied up his things and grabbed his bag, "I'll go outside first, call me if you have anything to do." He closed the door when he left, and only Yun Yongzhou lying on the bed was left in the room, sitting with him. Wei Huan was silent beside the bed.
There was a basin of water that Qinghe brought before on the bedside table, Wei Huan submerged his hands in it, and washed off the blood little by little.
These hands were stained with Yun Yongzhou's blood.
This feeling, as if the person who stabbed Yun Yongzhou with the wind knife was himself.He was cold all over, and he clenched his back molars tightly.
Wei Huan only found it ironic that his strange face was reflected on the water.
He has nothing left.
No demon power, no identity, no body that originally belonged to him, and no name of Jiufeng.He spent a long time trying to accept the reality that he was deprived of everything. He thought he could deal with it calmly, but when he saw the wind blade, everything was crushed.
His talent, which was taken away, was grafted onto another person and turned into a weapon.
His mind is so chaotic, he feels like a poor ant, every time he pushes away a little bit of fog and thinks that he is one step closer to the truth, fate will crush him to the ground , Give him a hard blow.
He really thought that the identity of his body would surface soon, but he didn't expect that a monster puppet with the same monster power as him would appear the next moment.
Unprecedented fatigue and pain weighed on his shoulders, Wei Huan lowered his head, his eyes were astringent.As long as he closes his eyes, his corpse will be dragged away, decomposed, and turned into one test after another.
He raised his trembling hands, hugged his arms, and tried to calm himself down.
He lost his composure just now, Yun Yongzhou must have seen something.
He didn't want Yun Yongzhou to find out, at least not at this time.If possible, he is willing to find a suitable time to tell Yun Yongzhou the truth when he is in a good mood, even if he does not accept it, he will admit it.
Yun Yongzhou, who was in a coma, groaned in pain, Wei Huan raised his head, and saw his brows were tightly wrinkled, and his lips were trembling slightly.
Must be painful.
Wei Huan burst into tears after holding back for a long time, and he didn't know why.
I rubbed it with the back of my hand indiscriminately, but there were more and more.
He was clearly suffering, but these discomforts were nothing compared to seeing Yun Yongzhou in pain.
If I could share his pain, even a little bit...
Wei Huan suddenly thought of the blood deed, and remembered that he had lost his sense of pain before.Yes, if it was a blood contract, he could also transfer Yun Yongzhou's pain to himself.
Without thinking more, he began to recall the secret spell he saw in the blood deed notes, his memory was not very accurate, but for the sake of Yun Yongzhou, he still wanted to try it.After Yun Ling silently recited the heart formula, his whole body exuded a golden golden light, and the point between his eyebrows turned red, as if it was a drop of blood oozing out.
He held Yun Yongzhou's hand, and the dot on the palm of his hand also turned red, and the light converged for an instant, then disappeared all of a sudden.
finished?Why don't you feel it.
Wei Huan, who thought he had failed, suddenly stopped breathing, and his heart burst into intense pain.With his palms on the bed, he tried his best to maintain his sobriety.Wei Huan knew it would be painful, but he never thought it would be this painful.
It wasn't that the stabbing in the center was blissful, but that it was densely packed as if being stabbed crazily by countless sharp needles, piercing into the flesh, and even breathing became difficult.Cold sweat began to break out all over his body, and his lips were pale.
What is this...
Why is this so.
So cold.
Wei Huan was shivering, his teeth were trembling, steel needles seemed to be hidden in his heart, and the broken heart made his body feel like it was about to split open.He tried to get up, to step outside, but each step brought more and more unbearable pain.
He could feel his body temperature dropping, it was too cold.Wei Huan stretched out his hand trembling, and gently lifted a corner of the quilt. Although he was about to lose consciousness in pain, he still moved as lightly as possible, climbed up carefully, and lowered the quilt to cover himself.
He still has a sliver of sober brain telling himself, you are too ridiculous.Absurdly diverting his pain without his knowledge, absurdly lying beside him.
But no matter how ridiculous it is, it's better than seeing Yun Yongzhou hurt.
Wei Huan didn't attach a single bit of Yun Yongzhou, but curled up on his side, looking at Yun Yongzhou's quiet side face, like a homeless little animal that is afraid of being disturbed.
It turns out that you have been in so much pain.
The last bit of the sun sank, and the compromise melted into the icy darkness.The room darkened little by little, and Wei Huan's remaining thoughts turned into a small ray of light, suspended above their heads, and the gentle light enveloped Yun Yongzhou's face, allowing him to relax a little bit when the pain was extreme. Feel a little peace of mind.
Yun Yongri's body was so warm, like the sun continuously emitting light and heat.Wei Huan was too cold, he really wanted to get closer, wanted to hug him, but he held back, and just pressed his forehead gently against Yun Yongzhou's arm.
No more, he told himself.
At some point, the pain stripped his last bit of consciousness from his body.
As if he was relieved, he no longer felt the pain in his heart, like a rootless leaf floating into a dark lake.He looked up at the sky, a gust of wind blew by, and the blue wind turned into another self.
No, that's who you really are.
The one who really had the face of Jiufeng stretched out a hand to himself floating on the lake.
After a moment of hesitation, Wei Huan stretched out his hand.The moment he was pulled up, the surrounding scene turned into a battlefield of chaotic killings. Bullets shot into his chest like a rain of bullets, and the cries were wrapped in a thick smell of blood, making him dizzy.
A tall figure appeared in front of his eyes, so familiar, those black wings looked desolate and tragic in the dark red sky.
The person in front of him turned his head, and it was his father.
"Father...Father!" Wei Huan ran forward, hugging his father's scarred body from behind.
I miss you so much.
But his tightly encircled arms were grabbed by his father and pulled away. Wei Huan raised his head suspiciously and watched his father turn around. He frowned slightly and looked at himself with a strange and puzzled expression.
"Who are you……"
The heart beat hard, and Wei Huan froze in place.
who I am.
I am your son, I am Jiufeng.
"I……"
When he looked up again, the father in front of him had turned into a man in black with his face covered, with blue demon marks faintly showing on his cheeks.
who are you?
He asked mockingly, "What do you think, who am I?"
Wei Huan had no time to answer, only to see a sharp wind knife condensed in his hand, piercing his chest mercilessly.Wei Huan watched helplessly as the blade sank into his body, unable to speak a word due to the pain.
"So you're still alive?"
Yun Yongzhou's voice.
He raised his head again, facing Yun Yongzhou's indifferent face.
Yes, I live.
"What are you doing back here?" Those amber pupils looked like something in the sky, without any emotion.
"Obviously I forgot everything."
Wei Huan froze when he heard this sentence.
The blood-flowing soil on the battlefield suddenly turned into a cracked layer of ice, and he felt that his feet were empty, and he fell into the endless cold unprepared.
Opening his eyes suddenly, Wei Huan breathed heavily, like a fish that was on the verge of death.
Consciousness withdrew from the terrible dream and returned to this skin. Only then did Wei Huan realize that he was tightly hugged by Yun Yongzhou, and his nose was soft against the side of Yun Yongzhou's neck. The skin and the chest are tightly attached to each other.
When he was unconscious, Yun Yongzhou stretched out his arms to encircle him who was struggling in pain, and tenderly nourished this broken soul.
Wei Huan pretended that he was unconscious, and just nestled in his arms, feeling sad for himself.
It would be great if I could hide in this embrace for the rest of my life, without any conspiracy or struggle, no needless struggle with fate, and giving up Jiufeng's identity.It might be a lot easier if you could.
But it's not me.
The voice deep in my heart reached a turmoil in an instant, and it was extremely noisy.
[You can't go back! ]
[Even your abilities have been taken away, what is Jiufeng without the wind?Not even the lowest monster! ]
[Do you still know what you are?Humanity?Demon?you are nothing! ]
Countless voices exploded in his chest, and he was buried in the center.
[No. ]
Covering his ears, he stood up and let go of his hands.Facing every voice in the dark.
[I know who I am. ]
All the voices converged into one, with an undeniable tone.
[You've already died once, why don't you believe in fate? ]
The self in my heart raised his head and asked back with a smile.
[Fate has never been kind to me for a moment. ]
[What do I believe he is doing? ]
I just believe in myself.
The sound of the wind appeared again, and he was sure that this must not be a hallucination.
Raising his head, Wei Huan saw that a diffuse blue demonic aura began to appear around his body. Under the light of the Golden Crow, it blended with Yun Yongzhou's red demonic aura in the air, like an aurora.
He came out of Yun Yongzhou's embrace, and stretched out his hand towards the blue demon light in the sky. The moment his fingertips touched, a familiar force poured into his body.
Even if only for a moment.
Wei Huan sat up, looking at the window of the bedroom, the silence in the darkness was broken, he clearly heard the sound of the night wind blowing through the window lattice, and listened to it drifting all the way, getting closer, getting closer.
He reached out and caught a wisp of wind.
The blue light in the air fell to his tightly clenched hand like a meteor, Wei Huan frowned slightly, and spread his palm.
A blue forget-me-not is lying tightly on it.
At the next moment, the flower turned into wind again.
Although I only held the wind for a moment, it was enough, really enough.
Wei Huan looked up at the gradually fading blue light in the sky, with a tear in his eyes stubbornly, and only when he smiled and lowered his eyes for a moment did the stars fall.
In the second half of the night, the night sky became dark, and the stars fell on a lonely pond that no one knew about.Su Buyu sat by the pool alone, silently looking at himself reflected in the still water of the pool.The self who was confined in the pool at the beginning met the boy who belonged to the sky.
In the original plan, he waited in Shangshan until Wei Huan appeared, took him to this old place, and told him everything when he was surprised.
These days were too much for him, from the day Yun Yongzhou formed a bond with him, all his doubts were confirmed.
Even if he had a new life, he was still one step too late.Obviously he was the first person to have doubts, and he was more convinced of his identity than anyone else, but it was too late in the end.
Just when he plucked up the courage to test, he found that Wei Huan didn't seem to want to let him know, the reason for his hesitation was nothing more than not wanting to drag himself down.If he wants to hide it, then hide it with him.
But the more he kept it secret, the more he seemed to be pushed further away.
Su Buyu looked at the moonlight reflected on the water. He had secretly sworn in his heart that no matter what happened in the future, he would never lie to him and would always stand by Wei Huan's side.
But in fact, when Wei Huan asked him about his birthday for the first time, he lied.
He tentatively told Wei Huan a false date, looked at Wei Huan and said in surprise, "Isn't this the day I first met you? How could there be such a coincidence."
It turned out that he remembered.
There are no beautiful coincidences, they are all lies piled up by selfishness.
But thinking of Wei Huan remembering the day when they first met, Su Buyu felt that he was the luckiest person in the world. It turned out that his pain and humiliation for more than ten years was all because of meeting him.
"Happy birthday."
Wei Huan smiled and conjured a gift from behind, "Open it and have a look."
Unprepared, he took the box in fear, and his palms were sweating when he unpacked it.
Opening the lid, he saw a small feather, as black as ink.He carefully took out the feather, facing the sunlight, and saw a ray of blue light refracted from the top of the feather.
"This is the Nine Phoenix Feather, I took it from the body." Wei Huan showed his sharp little canine teeth, "Take him with you, it's okay to ward off evil spirits."
At that time, he was too shocked to speak, no wonder there was such a strong demon power on this feather.
Seeing that he didn't accept him for a long time, Wei Huan pursed his lips, "Do you despise me? Don't underestimate this. This is my feather with the strongest demon power."
"This... I can't..."
"If you refuse, I'll be angry." Wei Huan took out the feather on his own initiative, and got a thin rope from nowhere to string his own feathers.
He walked in front of Su Buyu, took away the box he was holding foolishly, stretched out his hands, and put his feathers on him in a posture that was almost hugging.
"Okay." Wei Huan took two steps back and clapped his hands in satisfaction.
He will always remember what Wei Huan said at that time, his expression, his gentle and childish tone.
"Don't hesitate, no one will bully you again in the future."
The night wind blew past, kneading his face in the water into distorted ripples.Su Buyu tightly held the shark bead in his palm.
It was wrong from the start.
Wei Huan showed mercy to everyone.
But love is only given to the strong.
The author has something to say: This chapter is actually Wei Huan's concentrated outbreak of self-identity contradictions all along, and this self-struggle also inspired him to control Jiufeng's soul.
Recommend a song to eat with, HelloNico's "Swap Your Soul for Skin" (please don't mention me in the comment section)
It has always been a point of contention for everyone. In fact, I don’t think he can be described as black or not black, because his inner struggle and self-identity are no less than Wei Huan or any other character. I will write about it later. He is indeed more complicated. of a character.The word black is more pure and thorough, which is not suitable for him.